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Category Archives: Depression

(Grown Folks Talk) Email answers, Nightmares, questions and sleeping…

Been awhile since you have heard from ‘me’ I know. I would apologize about that but I have a pretty good pulse on my MAIN readership and I know that you guys

(Words) I thought I would want to watch the last grains of sand disappear in the hourglass…a doorway…

My last two losses in my life I was ‘around’ in body for those last grains of sand… I saw them cascading down to the bottom of the hourglass..I was in a

(Words) Year One…. I never knew this would happen…

December 3rd 2013…. I think if you would have asked me if I would still be here this time last year I would have given you a resounding ‘Why WOULDN’T I BE?”.

(Words) The question is no longer will I find someone who wants to live their life with me..

The question now is do I want to live this Life with myself…. *One love feeds the fire. One heart does desire.. Wonder whose….. Two hearts born to run….Who will be the

(Words) Constant Helplessness..the Aftermath….Summer…..vacations…..companionship….

        *Sighs* Warm night…can’t sleep….Too hurt… too weak.. – Con Funk Shun Love’s Train..   Unfortunately, there’s no number I can dial..(You have to know the words to that

(Words) "I’m just tired….."

I was watching the Dr. J documentary tonight, GREAT DOCUMENTARY BY THE WAY, and he was speaking on his brother’s death…. He got to the hospital just in time to hear him

(Words) Two days a Week….. The hour… It just might be working….

Two days a week, I take my middle child to have a little ‘time’ with someone. I sign her in…. the lady comes out and asks us how things are and off

(Grown Folks Talk) I had to get one of my ‘hers’ the help that ‘She’ needed..

Of course, by now, you know the backstory so I’m gonna jump right into it. “You know that you and the kids are gonna need to talk to someone…” – You“…….” –

(Words) Reconciling, moving forward. Never forgetting….

I always assume that those who have passed on to the ‘other side’ have this sort of ‘view finder’ that allows them to either see the future, see the past or both.

(Words) It’s not your fault (But I think it is ’cause I didn’t see it coming) – Some of You.

Had to retreat into my own thoughts for a second. Pretty sure you understand. The title speaks to the fact (AMONG OTHER THINGS) that when I told folks ‘what happened’, I could